Book Review

ITS NOT SUPPOSED TO BE THIS WAY: Finding unexpected strength when disappointments leave you shattered. Author: Lysa TerKeurst

Hello! It has been a while since our last posting (hint: warm weather distractions), but the research for my own healing as well as my clients’ never stops! Today I wanted to share a book that I read recently that has added SO much value to my life. The words in this book are not only practical, but I believe they are spiritually sound and speak to my soul.

So come along on this journey with me and discover why this book can add some great value to your life and give you hope through whatever circumstances you might find yourself in.

Heads Up: This book is based on Christian principles, and therefore the experience I will be sharing is in alignment with the Christian perspective. Although this book speaks very clearly to those searching for biblical support, I believe the concept of disappointment is a pervasive experience across humanity,  so anyone can find some nugget of hope within these pages but may feel somewhat alienated if biblical faith practices are not something that speak to you.

To begin with, the subtitle for this book already demonstrates that there will be some seeds of hope hidden inside.

The jacket says this: ‘It’s Not Supposed to Be This Way’- Finding unexpected strength when disappointments leave you shattered.

WOW. Ok, this one sentence helps me understand that the author gets it. She knows that life is full of disappointment and struggle and is willing to share her tools to overcome it. This is a book written by someone who has been through the experience of great disappointment, has felt the defeat and lived to tell the tale. I feel as though I have literally said these exact words a time or two in my life- “It’s not supposed to be this way” or “why is this happening?” But there is HOPE. There is an answer to these questions and feelings of sheer pain: it is found in our RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD.

            Helpful Feature: After each chapter, there are scriptures and questions for your own contemplation and reflection. This is so you can personally apply the principles shared based on the unique situation you may find yourself in. The platform for this is called “Going to the Well”, biblically drawing the reader to the symbolic experience of seeking the Lord for living water and finding healing from what pains you.

The author is blatantly honest about her struggle to overcome her broken marriage among other trials. She was on the heels of just releasing her last book, and was met with having to actually apply it to her life in VERY REAL ways. She expresses her utter disappointment, embarrassment, lack of trust and her journey to push through and find healing on the other side. This is not a ‘make lemonade out of lemons’ kind of book. This is about digging deep, working through the pain with people in your life and with God, and finding hope THROUGH the process rather than pushing away from it.

Disappointment does not discriminate. It is something that goes hand in hand with this idealistic, comparison-ridden world we live in. The author takes this head on just in the first few pages of the book- expressing that the life she currently lives is not even close to the one she had envisioned for herself. HELLOOOOO REALITY!

My ideas, goals, hopes and even motivations look completely different than the story I had created in my head. In my naiveté, I never pictured “bad” things happening (Insert hand-to-forehead emoji). Who WOULD plan for disappointment? But as a Christian, I was never promised that I would not have hard times, in fact, biblically we are told that we WOULD experience hardships as followers of Christ (Acts14:22). The reality that life has hardships isn’t meant to derail you from living your life. It is actually meant to lend itself to you holding up the “plan” you created for your life and giving it to God, the one who is truly in control of it all. This book is a beautiful access point for those kinds of discussions with Him.

Similar to disappointment being a part of the human condition, the author touches on the strength to overcome. Inner strength is available to everyone and resides deep down in our souls. This is my nugget of truth that I hope all who are hurting can accept within themselves-


Our strength to endure and persevere means we must go beyond what our eyes and bodies tell us are our limits. We can all use that hand that reaches down to us when we feel we are at the lowest of our lows, and I hope we ALL take it.

This is a book for you if:

  1. You find yourself struggling to make sense of why your pain has been necessary.
  2. You desire to move through some disappointments in your life and you need some stepping-stones to get you on the path.
  3. You tend to lose faith when you hit rocky times and desire something to help pull you back to it.
  4. You are looking for perspective and practical truths to apply to a challenging situation.
  5. You simply understand life can be hard and value gaining more understanding on how to process through difficult times.

Check it out! : )

August 19, 2019- Toni Greco M.A., LPC

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How To Talk About Sex With My Partner

Let’s talk about sex. YIKES!

Disclaimer: For the purpose of this post, I am going to be addressing sex in the context of committed relationships, as this is the context of my personal and professional experiences. Whether you are in a committed relationship or not, there is still great value in having conversations about sex, so read on!

Here we are about to enter into this topic that most people do not even talk about in the privacy of their own home. Why is sex so difficult to talk about? It seems like most couples choose to ignore these conversations and have a “fingers crossed” mentality- hoping that things will just magically work themselves out.

So sorry to burst your bubble, but MAGIC wont change your sex life. You cannot wish for a better sex life, you cannot simply dream it up and hope for it to change. YOU have to put in the work and it starts with a conversation.

Time and again couples will come into my office knowing things are not working in the bedroom. This is one of the TOP issues that couples tend to struggle with. I am going to put the next sentence in capital letters, hoping that you will hear it and believe it…


Whether it is a personal struggle with sexual shame or a couple’s issue with compatibility, the need to seek help is all so “normal”. Not every couple struggles with sexuality in their relationship but, in my experience, that it is because they have worked through some of the common issues that I list below. There are always variables that contribute to a couple struggling with their sex life but these seem to stick out as common messages I hear:

Common themes

  • He wants more sex
  • She doesn’t give me enough affection
  • No sex life since having kids
  • The other never initiates
  • We don’t have time/Always tired
  • I just don’t really care about sex that much

Did you find yourself in any of these areas? It can be hard to face this topic head on because it can be filled with so much baggage and grey areas. It forces us to look at what seems to be happening within ourselves instead of quickly blaming someone else for why things might not be working. Hello, VULNERABILITY!

Sex is a two-way street. Each person has areas to improve on in order to make it work. This is more than just getting the mechanics right-it is about getting your hearts right.

Intimacy is not just a three-letter word

Intimacy is not just about sex. When I ask couples how the intimacy is in their relationship, they are quick to assume that I mean, “how is your sex life?”, making them squirm in their seats a little. What I am really asking is: How well do you communicate with each other? When you get in a conflict, do you land on a resolution? Do you feel known by one another?

-Intimacy is the backbone of a healthy sexual relationship-

Ask yourself (and your partner) these questions and see what comes up:

  1. Do we have meaningful conversations outside of daily life tasks?
  2. Do we know how each other experiences love?
  3. Do we trust each other?
  4. Do we feel safe with each other?
  5. Is there anything that keeps me from fully trusting?

These are great conversation starters. Whether about sex or other aspects of your relationship, these questions can help send you down a path of deeper intimacy. Deeper issues with your intimate connection are more likely the underneath causes for your fears and anxiety about sex. Taking the risk to talk about what is happening relationally with your partner, allows you both to be more vulnerable and the idea of sex becomes less intimidating.


“A study of married couples identified the top reasons couples sought therapy. Tied for number one were both communication-based reasons: “emotional affection” and general “communication”. Under “emotional affection” issues like “lack of love” and “affection/intimacy” emerged. Likewise, under “communication” a “lack of understanding” as well as not “discussing problems” emerged.”– Sean M. Hornan Ph.D. (PsychologyToday 2013)


Learning each others’ Language

We know the phrase “Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus” is all so true for the different ways men and women function in everyday life. But in the bedroom, men and women speak very different languages when it comes to sexual intimacy. Sometimes there are exceptions to the rule but for the majority of couples, these ways of thinking ring true.

Think about how eager and willing he is to take care of things around the house after a night of great sex. Think about how willing she is to have sex after you took the time to ask her thoughtful questions about her day during dinner. This is not a coincidence my friends! These are CLUES about what your partner needs to feel intimate with you.

Lets break it down into a simple equation:

For Men: Physical Affection = I am desired, wanted and respected

For Women: Emotional Connection= I am desired, wanted and respected

Men tend to feel respected and desired through physical intimacy (sex, touching, general affection). Women tend to feel respected and desired through emotional intimacy (quality conversations, time spent together, emotional attunement). When we meet our partner in these simple ways, the door is made more open for serving one another sexually.

Listen to your partner. Ask them what makes them feel that you care for them. It may be the back rub after a long day or the willingness to get the mail without being asked, literally ANYTHING GOES! Find out what language your partner speaks.

Caught in the Act

Talking about sex is just as important as talking DURING sex. Hollywood has ruined the perception of what “good” sex looks like (and sounds like). We are made to believe that we are supposed to know what our partner wants and be really good at it the first time around. Our clothes will just fly off in a fit of passion and all the moving parts will be in sync. Hate to break it to you, but this is not REALITY.

Sex takes work.

Good sex, takes a lot of work.

If you are not talking to your partner about what feels good and what does not, then you are missing out on an opportunity to truly be in sync with one another.


Roadblocks to communication:

“I don’t even know what I like”

“Its so awkward to talk about sex in the moment, I just want to get through it”

“I don’t want to offend my partner and tell him he is doing a bad job”

“I’m so self-conscious during sex”

“Shouldn’t I just instinctively know what to do?”

If you have said or thought these things, take some time and reflect on what your current state of sexual intimacy might be saying to you. What are the things you can start working through to have a healthy perspective on communicating about sex?

Breaking out of the Shamefulness of Sex

This is a tough topic. I get it. Sex has become more than just an act between partners. It has taken on the power to identify people- locking them in shame. Talking about sex in your current relationship cannot only alleviate the pressure it can also set you on the right path to breaking free of the lie that “SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH ME”.

If you struggle with sexual shame ask for help. It does not have to hold you down anymore. Start talking with your partner or call a therapist in your area and find the freedom to fully express yourself in this special area of life. Do not let this just be a 90’s song by Salt-N-Pepa, tell your partner, “Let’s Talk about Sex, Baby!”


March 3, 2019- Toni Greco M.A., LPC

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How Do I Know If I Need Counseling?

Welcome to this post! The fact that you are asking this question is a good sign and a great step forward in your journey of self-reflection. Sometimes simply asking the questions and seeking the answers is half the battle, so keep pushing forward! Let’s talk about counseling and get a real picture of the myths around it and how to decide if counseling is for you.

You have probably noticed the woman talking quietly in the corner to her friend, divulging that she knows a friend that started going to counseling but “that’s just between us.” Or you may have even found yourself wondering if counseling is for you but it seems too “intense”, “unnecessary” and “extreme” for what you might be going through.

When did counseling get such a bad rap? How did it become labeled as “intense”? People seem to compare counseling with those disturbing scenes from “One Flew Over the Cuckoos Nest” and would rather suffer in silence than be subjected to a group session monitored by Nurse Ratchet. Well, who could blame them!

All joking aside, counseling or therapy, is so much more simplistic than all of that. Like all of us, it comes in many shapes and sizes, but at the heart of counseling there is a desire to support, encourage and grow.

Have you ever been told or encouraged to talk to a counselor and found yourself feeling offended that someone thought you were “crazy enough” to need it? Your defensiveness would make sense if you picture counseling as the following things. Here is a short list of common counseling myths:

  1. It is only for “crazy” or really “mentally ill” people
  2. It only promotes medication for treatment
  3. It will label you with a diagnosis for the rest of your life
  4. It is never-ending
  5. It is a scary place

There are so many stigmas and beliefs about counseling. Some of them come from people who have been burned by the process and some of them by people who haven’t even stepped foot in the door. That is tough. Who do you believe when it comes to making this choice? You could try something and fail or you do not try at all and find yourself in the same place you started. The choice is entirely up to you!

Here is a little insider tip: Counselors were not created equal. This is IMPORTANT. Like buying a new car or investing in a life-changing decision, it takes time, research and maybe a little trial and error to find the right fit for you. But do not let that scare you off! Anything worth having takes effort and time. You are investing in your overall mental health, and that is no small feat! My suggestion is to find the counselor that fits your personality best and one that will help you towards your personal goals. There are amazing therapists out there, do not settle for the quick fix.

So, now that we have confronted the myths about counseling, let’s check out some of the ways that counseling could be an option for you. If you can relate to some of these things, deeply consider finding a counselor or therapist in your area:

#1 You experienced a loss in your life whether in the past or recently and are having
trouble moving forward in your “new normal”

#2 You find yourself trying to talk with friends and family about a struggle you are
having, but don’t feel it changes anything

#3 When stress or challenges come up in your life, you don’t feel like you know how to
handle them

#4 The only coping mechanisms you know are self-medicating (alcohol, drugs, self harm)

#5 You have a been a victim of abuse and find yourself struggling in relationships with
others as a result of it.

#6 You are in a relationship/marriage and cant seem to stop fighting over the same things

#7 You are not feeling like yourself and don’t know why

#8 You feel like you need someone to talk to about questions and thoughts you have on life

Do any of these match what you are going through right now? Even if they touch just one aspect of your current struggle, it is worth it to keep investigating whether therapy is for you or not. I know for myself, counseling has been an awakening at various times in my life. It can feel scary to expose your deepest thoughts and vulnerable places to someone else. It is so normal to want to protect that- to keep it safe. A counselor is there to help you expose those places with as little fear as possible along the way. Therapy is a JUDGMENT-FREE zone. Phew!

Here is my CHALLENGE TO YOU: If you fit any of these descriptions or even if you do not, but are still wondering if counseling is for you, just try it! TRY IT OUT. Find a therapist that offers a free consultation and put in the legwork to really make an informed decision. What do you have to lose? Decide for yourself what YOU think about counseling and you might be surprised by what you find.

My hope for you is not that you decide counseling is for you. My hope for you is that you become open to the option that it might be. That is a step in the right direction for living a whole and balanced life; being open to the things that might scare and intimidate you. The benefits of counseling can blow any fears you have out of the water. Find a counselor in your area today and personally bust any myths you have about counseling!

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How To Stop Living By The “Should, Must & Have To’s”

Have you ever felt anxious and unsettled about where you are in life or who you have become? Likewise, when it comes to your relationships do you feel more anxiety maintaining your current ones or considering the possibility that it all could be too much? You are NOT ALONE! These are just a few examples of ways we lock ourselves into believing there is only one good outcome for the direction of our lives. By living this way, we become so stressed out trying to reach that one outcome. It is a very common theme for people to live according to a set of rules and guidelines that at the end of the day they are not even sure they want to follow and in many cases they do not even know where they originated. If you are hearing voices in your head that say, “I should be doing this” or “ I must be at this place in my life by a certain age” or “I have to make sure I’m doing x,y & z” then you are living in a world that is ruled by the “Should, Must and Have To’s” (SMH’s).

Let’s break down these SMH’s:

The Should’s say: “I Should be doing _______ in my life, relationships, career”

“And if I could not, then…”

  • I am less than
  • I am lazy
  • I am a bad person

The Must’s say: “I Must do _______ in my life, relationships, career”

“And if I did not, then…”

  • I am a bad friend
  • I am weak
  • I am selfish

The Have To’s say: “I Have to be _______ in my life, relationship, career”

“ And if I am not, then…”

  • There is something wrong with me
  • I am a failure
  • I am just a quitter

We have all had these thoughts nagging at us, telling us to change or do it better. Truthfully, CHANGE is NOT the problem. We evolve and change constantly as our worldview shifts and our self-awareness develops. However, the MOTIVATION behind the change WILL MAKE OR BREAK YOU. The motivation for change can be out of a true desire within you to improve or it can come from fear of not meeting the expectations of the SMH’s.

Getting a handle on this kind of mental wrestling match is a GAME CHANGER for anyone wanting to have more of a voice and more control over their OWN identity.

The SMH’s are usually connected to a familiar voice. This can be the voice of someone or something that you have given power to over the years. If you are looking to create your own expectations and break the power of unwanted voices in your head, you can ask yourself these questions:

  1. Who is the person behind this voice?
  2. Do I trust and respect the person this message belongs to?
  3. What is at the foundation of my relationship with this person?
  4. Does this person encourage my worth and value?
  5. What is my motivation for keeping these rules in place?

If people are not on the journey with you or heading towards the same goal, do they really get to have a say? That should be a BIG, FAT, NO.

Realizing the SMH’s in your life can take time and it can be helpful to bounce all your thoughts off of someone who can be impartial and non-judgmental. A counselor can be a great resource in helping you sort through what thoughts are authentic to you and what thoughts do not belong to you anymore.

Today you can unlock YOUR inner voice and connect to the power of YOUR own thoughts, goals and expectations.

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How To Make Practical Sense Of Psychology Buzz Words : Part II

The cause for AUTHENTICITY is a call to action to be ourselves. The struggle is real, it is impossible to participate as a genuine person while trying to control what people think of us and fit into what we believe is accepted by the world. How are we to share ourselves, be open, sincere and genuine?…By accepting who we are and acting AUTHENTICALLY according to this self-acceptance.

Here are the A, B, C’s of Authenticity…

You don’t worry ‘bout fittin’ in when you custom made


  • List 10-15 personal strengths: Explore your strengths and acknowledge them. The importance of recognizing a problem is as important as recognizing the possible! Our strengths are tools to help us reach our goals! But we cannot be all these things all the time, we’re human and by human nature—limited.
  • What do you do best and what would you like to change? Who can be there for you in this change? Identify 5 “limitations” and 1 to 5 other persons in your life who you trust to help you, accept you, and you can depend on to be there for you in your “limitations.”
  • Notice: do you change who you are depending on the people and the circumstances? Do you not act on the same set of values and beliefs regardless of who you are with and what they expect? Do you find yourself anxious in these situations, and do you ask yourself why?

    Your experience of the demand or expectation of others may be right on, but is it right that you work so hard to change for them?

    Consider that the answer might not be shape shifting or hustling for love and acceptance…maybe the answer is not to “change yourself,” but instead the answer is to strengthen your relational BOUNDARIES. You need Boundaries to maintain personal Integrity in your Identity…just like you need your skin to protect your innards.

  • Share your stories with those you trust. Express your feelings, ask for what you need, and make requests where it is safe, and identify the need for boundaries elsewhere. You are not alone in this thing called life. The struggle to be real is real.

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How To Make Practical Sense Of Psychology Buzzwords

INTENTIONALITY, simply put—is the personal expression of the relationship between what you think and what you do. Often, we do not do what we think and we think not what we do. In the middle of this confusing phenomena is where we can access the power of intentionality. Intentionality bridges the gap between out desires, beliefs, and actions. Intentionality is the way we make conscious choices.

Here are the A, B, C’s of Intentionality…

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How To Kick The Comparison Habit

We have all heard the saying “the grass isn’t always greener”. Then why do we keep peeping over our neighbors’ fence convinced that it must be? We have a compulsion to compare and there are no limits to where we will go. But what does comparison really get us? Does it ever change our circumstances? Does it really motivate us to live a better life?

Here’s the breakdown on how COMPARISON keeps us trapped and how to get out of it FOR GOOD!

We waste a lot of time wishing, hoping and desiring to have something we think we don’t have. We think about money, the home, the kid, the body or the husband and then become convinced that we are without.

This is crucial:

  • We THINK we don’t have what we need.
  • We THINK we are lacking
  • We THINK we won’t have enough
  • We THINK we aren’t measuring up.

We think TOO harshly about ourselves TOO much of the time. We are so sure that the person sitting next to us on the bench has it better for A, B and C reasons. This is such an unfair comparison, and we will lose every-time. We can change what we spend time thinking about. IT IS POSSIBLE!

The mind is the battlefield. Our emotions are at war with our perspective and our perspective is at war with reality. If we aren’t practicing awareness, we begin to mindlessly fall into the COMPARISON LOOP. There is another way of living!

We can choose to compare our ever-changing feelings, thoughts and perspective to something that is unchanging- THE TRUTH. It is simplistic but powerful. Here is the truth:

  • You are worthy
  • You are enough
  • You are loveable
  • No one can take value from you (not in what they say or do)
  • You have everything you need
  • Perfection is not real

It takes PRACTICE to change our thinking and we can start multiple times a day. Maybe you can start now…if you could, for just a second, say these words to yourself:

  • I am worthy
  • I am enough
  • I am loveable
  • My value is unconditional
  • I have everything I need
  • I do not need to be perfect

Let your body sit with these words and notice what comes up for you while you voice these thoughts and beliefs. You are opening a door for the truth to come in. Feeling this power within can be uncomfortable at first. That is okay, it takes time to develop self-acceptance.

Practice sitting in your yard and see the grass for what it is. Realize that it is beautiful, carefully planted and uniquely yours!

If you find yourself overwhelmed by the comparison loop, there are great mental and emotional tools that can be learned. Seek out some support from a counselor and they can talk you through some really helpful methods to break the cycle.

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Acknowledging Our Need

“No man is an island…”

“No man is an island,” is a quote from a poem written almost 400 years ago by John Donne. This quote is just as relevant today as it was almost 400 years ago, as it speaks to the past and the present proclivity of man to isolate, separate, and go alone when in reality we have an innate need for relationship. Why do we go alone? Why hole up on an island? More often than not it is because we are afraid. We fear being hurt, betrayed, rejected, disappointed, taken advantage of, feeling flawed, unlovable, and most of all we fear losing control. We believe maintaining control helps to prevent these unwanted feelings and experiences, but in actuality the false sense of security remains for only a short time. At some point we begin to realize that our need to control is interfering with our other needs, most commonly the need for protection. Our need to protect ourselves from pain often presents itself as protecting or pushing away from others. It can become very lonely living on an island. Isolating, separating, and protecting ourselves from people feels like a safe bet, but it ultimately leaves us susceptible to depression, anxiety, insecurity and deep dissatisfaction.

Our true nature breeds both the need and desire to be connected as human beings—to be known, accepted, and loved. Having the desire for interconnectedness is one thing. Admitting and accepting that we have a need for connection to others is a whole other challenge.

Acknowledging our need for people is a huge step towards opening ourselves up to relationship, to be seen and to be known. Revealing we have a need for others can be terrifying; what if no one wants to meet my need? What if admitting my need is just confessing my weakness so someone can use it against me and hurt me? If I let my guard down will I get hurt? Will I lose myself? These are some examples of the fearful thoughts that easily overcome us and drive us to continue the cycle of self-protection.

We can all present the hard cold facts and reasons as to why our fear of relationships is real and why our self-protection is necessary. What we need to ask ourselves is whether this fear and self-protection is interfering with our current relationships. Do you feel lonely, disconnected, unknown, insecure, dissatisfied, or anxious?

We can detach from these powerful emotions and learn to live freely and independently in the midst of relationship. It is in the midst of relationships where we actually have the opportunity to be our true selves, the true selves that have needs. It is possible to be authentic and be in relationship with others mutually and independently. Let us work through these fears and needs together that we may thrive with one another.

Jessica Ramoska